It took me years to figure out why I was so jumpy in early September. The nights get longer, my heart races, and my nerves jingle. My startle response is much quicker and my temper much shorter. I know it will pass, but it makes for a few interesting days. The reunion in Detroit has helped as has keeping in contact with some who share my experience. Semper Fi to all my bothers out there and those who went before at Khe Sahn and Margo.
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Well said Steve. For sometime after getting home I didn't sleep, I passed out. It's been a long road to where we are today. My wife has helped me a lot, but she has the misfortune of having her birthday on September 18. It has made for some interesting experiences. As Larry said above, we are, each of us, doing better today. One foot in front of the other brother. Semper Fi
I share your feelings, Ron. For years I became depressed as anniversary dates approached. I could feel a change taking over my body and I couldn't control it. I got angry because my wife and children didn't seem to understand, but in reality I didn't understand myself. When I was younger, I slept and drank myself through those days. I've been thinking a lot about Margo the past few days. The memories are still vivid, especially the screams. There are times when I wish I could forget what I saw in Vietnam, but I'm reminded of it every day by my own injury. I don't say that wanting anyone to feel sorry for me or to pity me. Admittedly, it's sometimes still a struggle even after nearly 52 years. It's made me who I am today, and I'm a much stronger and better person because of it. God has changed my life dramatically and my struggles aren't nearly as great anymore, and I'm finally at peace with myself.
For me to forget would be an insult to those who sacrificed their lives at Margo. The memories of that day are forever embedded into my mind. If we, as survivors forget, who will remember those heroes? It's our obligation and responsibility to keep their spirit and memory alive. The events of that day bonded us together forever and I'm truly honored to call you all my brothers. Semper Fi
Thanks Ron. I've been a 'basket case' for fifty two (52) years now, though I function pretty well the greatest majority of the time. I'm doing better now than I did years ago and as bad as I do now I guess ya have a pretty good idea how poorly I did in the distant past. Thanks to all for putting up with me. God Bless and Semper Fidelis!!!